Bein a mama is tough. Its fun. Its hard work. Its purposeful. Its heart-breaking. Its soul work. Its beautiful. Its boring. Its 10 plus hours a day playin with a "BALL!!!" Its hearing "BALLL!!!" 700 times a day. And its everything I want in a "job".
I'm just glad that this little guy is my "boss"! (don't get all intense people, I don't mean this literally. I do in fact teach my son to listen to me!)
Being a wife and a mama has also given me something that no other title or position has ever offered me. It lets me see who I am, who I want to be and how to get there all in the same moment. Sometimes I fail at being a good mama. Sometimes Tyler doesn't have clean clothes to wear because I hate laundry. Sometimes I feed my family fast food for dinner or peanut butter and jelly for the 7th meal in a row. Sometimes I'm short with Tyler and Riley. But I want to be kind, patient, loving, peaceful, joyful, gentle, self-controlled, productive, not lazy or selfish. I want to make Riley laugh, a lot. I want to have a clean house 24/7. I want to always make wholesome foods. I want to always respond to Tyler in love and in respect. Buuuut the only way I can do any of that is with the Lord, so I seek Him more. More often, with longer prayer times, more fervently. Being a wife and mother have brought me to my knees and closer to Jesus. This job has some great perks. A deeper walk with Christ because Christ has entrusted to me these two.....
Have a great day mamas! Your work is worth gold and pays you back in amazing ways.
Oh Aubrey! You wrote exactly what I've been thinking and feeling for a very long time. It's a hard, HARD job. But it's the best job ever! Love you Aubrey! You are wonderful in every way!
ReplyDeleteI totally agree with Sam here. It really is the BEST job, although it will always be the hardest. =)
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